you will never learn to move on, if you dont learn to let go.
a smile can hide almost anything, dont let it fool you.
never give up, and carry with you always, hope.
anything is possible if you just believe.
never lose faith in yourself.
cherish what is there.
watched despicable me with lawrence at amc. it only costed 6 bucks :D i was so surprised! haha then after looking through a couple shops we went to eat at burger king. and walked around again. lawrence got a cool car tuner thing at marshalls. your own music on your own radio station (: hmm, then we messed around with the buttons in the car cause i didnt know what function they had XD haha. drove to laney to pick up jeffrey and jason. parked in chinkatown, walked a billion blocks down to a burrito shop so jeffrey could get a burrito that didnt even look like one XD then a couple shops in chinkatown in search for a totoro. then a drive to mickeyDs. for a long sit. and a walk at lake merritt with a drive home.
jason likes to chase gooseS.
jeffrey likes to give mickeyDs staff a diffucult time cleaning up.
lawrence likes to blast justin bieber while walking around lake merritt.
teehee, idk what day today even is. summer makes me loose track of time.
i get to stay in fremont for a couple of nights (: its so different than oakland though. its probably the exact opposite. im not used to the city being so quiet and clean and no people outside. this place seems so lonely -__- but at the same time its so pleasantly nice.
BAHAHAHA, the police here are BALD. and they have rude doorknockingskills! they slam on the door like BAMBAMBAM instead of KNOCKKNOCKNOCK. yes i know the doorbell doesnt work, but knocking would have been nice (:
seeing my cousins house being so nice, i envy it. in a good way. but it bugs me house they have such a nice house but they trash it. they dont cherish what they have. everytime i come over i clean their house, it makes me feel better. i like seeing a nice house clean. why use trash and nonsense to cover something so beautiful. i personally love this house, but im not rich. i cant afford something like this. or to do any type of remodeling.
everynight here has been fun, teehee. watching movies from redbox til the morning then staying up for no reason . then waking up 4 hours later to go do random things. haha
today we went to a buffet for lunch? haha idk then sitting here being a teacher for the next hour or so (: leslie has to do her workbook and im teaching along on whatever she needs help on. and well also cooking for her XD hahaha, this is actually kind of fun sitting here typing like this. haha idk XD tonight is the last night, and im leaving tomorrow morning i guess :( oh well, haha next time (:
& regretting only means, your stuck in the past. not willing to admit the present. afraid to face the future.
& july 4th was family reunion day.
it was a nice day in walnut creek, sunnysunnysunny. thankgoodness there was a pool to sit by.
this year, the family has extended by about 5 people i guess? the 3rd generation is expanding and everyones branching out. haha 2nd generation just decided to begin popping out babies now XD haha now most of us have like 10+ years of age difference in the same generation. haha but its cool (:
i like the expanding family tree.
& today is july 4th already.
when i wake up ill be heading to walnut creek to our yearly family reunion. i don’t really want to go. every year people go there and brag about their own lives then leave. it’s the same thing every year. this reunion wasn’t like this when greatgrandma was still alive. i wish everyone hadn’t changed. that this reunion hadn’t changed to be a brag session. that this reunion would become what it USED to be.